Sunday, 16 January 2005

  • haiku fever

    love is wonder and
    enchantment with no bounds nor
    end the heart could see

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    bubble of laughter
    escapes the lips easily
    smiling to you too

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    starstruck with reality
    i stand and drink in
    perfection that my mind
    still cannot grasp
    always at my fingertips
    never in my hand
    the gold at the end
    of the bow, a
    coveted fable
    wondrous gilded lie
    until you made it
    the wondrous gilded
    truth

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    silly girl who thinks she knows
    all there could be to know
    when really there's nothing
    absolutely, ultimately nothing to know
    love is not anything to simply know
    love's hand cannot be shaken
    and smiles and pleasantries easily exchanged
    love is everything to be
    like you stand in a cloud at a mountain's peak
    and let the mixture of flight and stability
    saturate you and tingle against (and under)
    your dancing skin standing perfectly still
    and those drops soak your hair and eyelashes
    but when they dry you don't forget
    love is not met, not fathomed, not learned
    love is lived
    silly girl who thinks she knows
    all there could be to know

Friday, 10 December 2004

  • and i just think
    good Lord, man
    lay down, sleep
    sweet or whatever
    it is you do when
    you don't see me
    which is most
    all the time

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    Lately, I've been experiencing a bit of writer's block.  I don't believe I've written a decent poem since my last bout on here.  Sorry for the hiatus, and sorry for the low quality.

Tuesday, 21 September 2004

  • Incubo

    All I could think
    Was how I wanted
    Him to pull me up
    Into his arms
    And the air
    I saw our wedding
    The flowers
    And my dad
    Crying
    I saw him when
    He fed me our
    Cake and when
    He carried
    Me through our door
    I saw him swim
    I watched him scream
    If he would have smiled
    I would have died happy
    When I drowned
    On my honeymoon

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    On a road trip to nowhere
    Is when I got lost in your eyes
    And somewhere off the map
    I forgot how to breathe
    But you taught me again
    And now I breathe only for you
    Funny how when I got
    To where I wasn't going
    The only thing I want to do
    Is stay here, lost
    With you
    Finding me
    And me finding you
    Here where I would be alone
    With nowhere to go
    If I hadn't found you
    When I was lost
    On a road trip to nowhere

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    Jump
    Take a breath
    And don't look behind
    You because
    There's a face
    Waiting in the dark
    That belongs to someone
    You don't know
    Take a step
    Make it fast
    Because there's
    A hand reaching
    Out of the shadows
    And who knows who
    Is on the other end
    Of that hand
    Cross your fingers
    Home's just ahead
    Don't turn around
    Darkness lurks
    And shadows hide
    Curiosity killed...
    Jump

Wednesday, 08 September 2004

  • Skipping in a field
    Of daisies
    Picking off petals
    And wondering who
    Who might be
    The love that the
    Petals flutter for

    Staring at blue skies
    Counting the clouds
    And wondering who
    Who might be
    The love that
    The sun shines for

    Wandering through
    An ebbing tide
    Sifting through sand
    And wondering who
    Who might be
    The love that
    The world turns for

    Sleeping in sunshine
    Dreaming of love
    And knowing that
    That love that is craved
    Is that love that is lost

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    Even though you
    Made life so hard
    Sometimes
    It was never hard
    to love you as much
    As if I were floating
    In the waters of Eden
    And you were the one
    Who put me there

    Even though you
    Made life so hard
    Sometimes
    It was never hard
    To move on from
    My hurt and
    Embrace you again
    As though you
    Didn't make life so hard

Sunday, 29 August 2004

  • lightbulb
    kind of funny
    really how
    a hollow glass
    globe makes an
    empty room seem
    just a bit
    more full
    and kind of funny
    really how
    just a few
    twists of
    metal slivers
    invites people
    friends even
    into one room
    kind of funny
    how those two
    innocent
    boring things
    can almost
    create life in
    emptiness
    kind of funny
    how they don't
    in me

Monday, 23 August 2004

  • She smiles at him
    While drops hit
    their eyelids gently
    "It'll be over soon
    Enough and we'll recover."
    And when the
    Thunder made their
    Hearts rattle she
    Took his hand and
    Drifted serenly while
    The sky collapsed on them
    There alone together
    That moment when
    Lightning startled the
    Sky was perhaps
    When his eyes
    Flickered and he
    Saw everything
    And the beauty
    Of the sun warming
    The rain as it fell
    On them there
    Alone together
    In just a little rain

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    sitting searching
    on the corner
    the crossroads
    where dreams
    and reality collide
    shattered, ended
    dreams go not on
    and we dreamers sit
    there begging holding out
    starved hands to those
    who try
    to continue on
    dreamers who
    will soon be
    on the corner
    begging too

Monday, 09 August 2004

  • touching love
    brushing fingers
    across a gentle
    surface that
    pricks and salves
    at once and
    its like water
    or blood
    silky smooth
    sliding between
    fingers and
    you can't ever
    quite grasp it
    all
    but its so
    vital to
    have but
    there's never
    more than
    droplets on
    the hands
    when you're
    touching love

     



     

Saturday, 07 August 2004

  • a thousand things i'd like to say
    but i cannot utter a word
    so many things i want to scream
    but i know i won't be heard
    standing right in the masses
    just needing to speak
    maybe i'm too strong
    i could be just too weak
    i'd love to open my mouth and say
    all that's tripping on my tongue
    but those necessary words
    stick there, stagnant and hung
    up on my conscience
    that thing that makes me quiet
    my tongue, my lips, my heart
    just sit here in silence

Wednesday, 04 August 2004

  • let all the
    sighs out to
    wallow in the
    air before they
    simply disappear
    like some
    rancid perfume
    of care and worry
    frustration and woe
    that drifts with
    the wind of
    a thousand other
    sighs and
    those thousand
    other sighs
    are the breath
    that goes into
    ourselves and
    becomes just
    one more
    sigh

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    i matter
    i'm sure
    i really do
    they tell me
    that its true
    when i'm
    wiping their
    tears and
    chasing their
    fears and
    standing strong
    for them to
    lean on
    i matter
    i'm sure
    i really do
    and they
    prove it well
    when they
    throw me down
    after their
    tears have dried
    and their fears
    have died
    i matter
    i'm sure
    i really do

Saturday, 24 July 2004

  • true lonliness
    is that space
    between your
    last heartbeat
    and the one
    that's just
    about to come
    and its
    that moment
    between the
    tick and
    the tock
    of a clock
    and its
    that desolate
    stare into
    the sky and
    that impatient
    tap of the foot
    on the ground
    and its
    that bitterness
    after the
    chocolate's
    all gone
    and there is
    not anything
    left
    and barely
    anything to
    look forward
    for

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    ravaged
    and ripped
    and nothing's
    left

    cut
    and carved
    and nothing's
    left

    estranged
    and alone
    and nothing's
    left

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    • Name: Emily
    • Country: United States
    • State: Wyoming
    • Birthday: 2/10/1987
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 5/5/2004

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